离开我

就在这天，阿爸就这样远离我们而去...

甚至没问过我的意见....

好伤心....

很不想去面对现实....

Daddy, Rest in Peace

It is hard to start my words here...

I'm very heartache...

It is a very suddenly news!!

A really sad, upset and scary news...

Sometimes i still feel it is unreal...

In the Saturday morning, my mom gave me a call...

她高叔我说阿爸心脏病发，现在已送去医院了。

那时我还以为他已被救回，展示在医院而已。

我就立刻去叫醒大街与二姐，高叔他们说爸爸已晕倒。

当我们正在收拾行李时，我的大姐就收到一通电话。

到现在我们还不知到底是谁。

那时我的大姐在房间里，我依稀听到她在哭。

原来那个人告诉我的大姐说，爸爸已经去世了。

我立刻承受不住得放声大哭，我的二姐还懵懵嚓嚓地抓住我问。

我已没有心情解释给他听。

Update

Ohh..It has been a long long time that i didn't update my blog...
Always busy is an excuse to give...
But I can't deny that...
Not really as 'busy' as what ppl said...
I should use the word 'tired' to describe...
Tired until I can't think a word...
Just feel like wanna sleep as much as I can...

Now, I've been in OT for 3 months...
Did I learned anything??
What a different environment from other places...
I'd like to learn everything in the OT...
But i just don't like the environment there...
I mean for the PEOPLE environment ...
They are just irritating...
I don't mean EVERYONE...
Just some of them...
It seem like we do this is wrong, do that also will be wrong...

Until now, I'm just not only learn how to do work....
and....
The HUMANITY LIFE there...
Is it every society in any place will face this kind of problem??
I wish i could handle it fine...

PS : Just want to announce...the OT cap make my hair look like ghost...So I decided to grow it long...but...just see whether i can tahan or not...hehe...