Lonely Christmas

I used to love to await for christmas day.

I still remember how i celebrate my christmas last year.

Celebrate with family, having nice BBQ, hanging around with buddies, exchanging christmas present.

I would always hear the peaceful and lovely christmas songs.

But this year, no mood....

Not only me, is my whole family...

Cause my dad just pass away...

I would always remember that he always said...
"Hey, its going to be christmas day, what is your plan?"
"Let's us have some gathering!"

He always know that my mom would be happy when all her sister, brothers come to visit her."

In a way, he loves her although they always fighting.

Next year!!
Wait for a year...
i will happily used up my christmas day!!

2010 Christmas Day, wait for me!!

And one thing,
Happy Christmas to all of you!!
Merry Christmas!!

现在

自从上班以来

scrub的次数已经越来越多了

scrub了很多次的lscs

可是

我一直感觉不到进步

要怎样才能把步骤牢牢记在心中？

叶柳君，好好加油吧

没心情

上班了

拖着懒懒的身躯

接受了同事的慰问

心里还是很苦涩

到最后还是很不能承受的哭了出来

好没心情做工

不能承受的痛

这一天阿爸出殡了...

看着那棺材缓缓的划进那炉里面，我哭得不能自己...

好痛...

吵架

跟大姐狠狠的吵了一架

到底是谁的问题

我怎么觉得到最后是我的错

算了

我也不想计较那么多

可是

我知道的一件事

我们心中都有一根刺了

很难像以前那么好了

或许

时间可以冲淡一切

慢慢来吧

回忆

晚上了...

改回吉隆坡准备明天上班了...

路途上，一路放着cd听着...

听到一首我很喜欢的歌...

如果我变成回忆-tank

可是现在我听到回好想哭...

爸，我好想念你！